So with my major hiatus from just about everything, I finally had some downtime to myself and figured I'd make a post just basically detailing and discussing what I have been up to for the past 2 or 3 months mainly.....
So lets start off way back in November (Yeah I said the past 2 months right? well lets make this a little short) a certain someone and I from FFR started to fall apart through mutual discussions and problems that kept occurring from outside people, and to be nice I won't mention any names but I'm quite sure everyone can figure it out. I had, had enough of being ignored and being left behind and not being able to talk or even hold a 5 minute conversation because other people were a little too important or something I guess, so I started to move on with my life, and discovered a new person, and to boot, she lived around my area and went to my school and started to hang out. Things were going rather well and by the time February came around, we were dating. Her name is Kayla (no not Kayla Harvey
) and she is a very beautiful young lady. She turned my life around, and I turned hers around as she was having a lot of family problems with her mother since her father had passed, and we really hit it off. February 28th is the day we started dating and as of 2 days ago (November 28th) it's been exactly 9 months and the love is still going strong
. That part of my life has really been uplifting but of course, it doesn't come without it's challenges which I will discuss further on.
My time with FFR was great, I was increasing in skill and finally AAAing FMO's and scoring VC AAA's everyday, and just wow.... I started to go insane a little bit with myself, but then as my life progressed with meeting Kayla, FFR became harder to play and play as I had been losing more and more time to play, but as soon as I'd get home, I'd be able to keep my skills honed as I'd play offline, or even on her laptop with the offline engine since she does no have internet. I started working about August or so and it's such a fun job. I was working 2 for awhile but the Hardware store was a bit stupid and boring so I left there. The most exciting part of the Hardware Store was the when the Earthquake came and went, the aftershock knocked every single container of nails on the damn floor and we had to pick every single nail up and reorganize them.... oh that was fun, a little over 20,000 nails probably hahahaha. But yeah, I've been working at place called a 6 pak. They sell Beer up to 12 packs in size, and serve food as well. The work place is so fun, and the people are just so fun to be around, its probably a dream job. You wouldn't selling beer, and cooking food would be fun but damn, it really is. There have been times were I have seen people I know around my dads age come in and reminisce about old times or old family get togethers, and there would be times were I've seen some of the most absurd and angry people in the world. I witnessed a lady getting the cops called on her cause she let her children in the womens bathroom, armpits deep playing in the toilet water... it was an interesting day, especially since later that day a guy came in, in a T-shirt and his underwear to buy beer. I refused him beer because I made a rule that day of no pants means no service the moment I saw him..... But anywho continuing on.
Through the work and everything Ive been able to play FFR here and there. My skill greatly increased to a level I'd say of a mini Halogen prodigy. Started AAAing FGOs and everything, but to my own accord, I chose to remain offline till I had the money to purchase a digital camera. Well that plan fell through but I possibly might be getting one for Christmas. It's not that im lying about my skill.... I've played on my shitty webcam in front of people all though, that probably wouldn't sway anyones minds at all, but I promise once I get a camera I will return for a bit, make a triumphant return, and most likely and honorary exit from the playing community entirely. The FFR community to me, even with the best admins on staff and moderators currently active, it just feels it has gone to shambles and will never be fixed. People are literally being allowed to run around the community, insulting others and being very very crude, harsh and rude about it and are having nothing done to them what so ever. It's almost as if it was a middleschool playground being overrun by young children with no supervision.
More about FFR in this paragraph. It seems as if most of my FFR Friends have abandoned me. Yes I will admit I have been absent a lot as my personal life has been very full lately with no real spare time which I apologize for, but I still feel so far gone from everyone. The FFR post about who you'd like to meet.... well lets say, I don't know what I did to a lot of the community, but 6 months ago a lot of people would of loved to meet me and I believe I found 2 posts that mentioned my name. Some people who posted who I thought were really good friends with me didn't even mention my name.... It was a little sadening. I thought at least AJ would of posted my name
. I wouldn't say it made me depressed, but it put my whole incentive to stick with the community into a funk.... I was speaking with Shikari, and according to him, it was out of sure fired laziness that he didn't want to finish my profile. Well he is obviously still extremely active on FFR, but it's all about the stepmen now and making profiles for them. I think he must of forgotten the major friendship we had, and how I pulled him out of a major life slump a few months ago, but I haven't even spoken or heard his name from anyone around FFR in a good 2 months now. So if he happens to read this, or if anyone tells him, this is a friendly hello and a friendly greeting to a long lost buddy. Wish the best to ya.
I started getting in contact with an old friend/foe from FFR about a month ago..... even after what he had did to me, I stuck up for him when a certain douche bag made a profile of his newly born child on FFR insulting her. Yes you guessed it, Frankie. Me and this guy have been through a lot... through hardcore friendships, through facebook threats, we started conversing yet again. He had apologized for everything that was wrong, and I apologized for my rude and crude remarks around christmas and new years of last year and everything with us has been rather fine ever since then. All though I really haven't heard from him in a good bit, he does have a child to take care of now. I wish Sara and Frankie the best of luck on their future endeavors, through thick and thin, and weather or not Sara really likes me or not, I still wish them the best of luck.
In the past month or so, Ive been able to get my self really out of my own, and me and my girlfriend Kayla have been renovating her sisters basement into a mini apartment. Her sister has allowed us to do so, and as she lives down there, I am soon to move in. Sadly there is no internet
boo. My parents house still has internet, so the MW3 Raging will still continue
. We are happy enough and very content in our relationship to be together at all times in our own place and our own apartment essentially and it is actually a lot of fun living with her. All though I still live at my parents house, I do stay with her a good bit. Im running my dads car back and forth to work until I can get my own, which is essentially the reason why I still stay at my parents house every now and again. It's just more convenient for work purposes.
But yeah, that is mainly what I have been up to and where I am at in my life. My stay at FFR is soon to be over more then likely. If I do happen to get a camera for Christmas (which I am hoping for oh so badly) I will promise to make a return and prove myself to everyone. Like I had hinted before, the harassment was a bit to much. You know it's going too far when my profile is completely closed off to the FFR public, and people are still leaving rude and crude messages on my random thought which the only way that could happen is they distribute the link to people. Hopefully when or if I can ever make a return, the nonsensical bullshit will come to a full fledged end. And with all this, peace my fellow friends~
Subject: My Current Life As It Stands 
December 1st 2011, 12:11 am
