Zyroplex is correct. I did try spread in the past and gave up on it.
I cannot give up on it now though. Things are VERY different.
The fact is: I lost all my one-handness when I closed my account on FFR. I am still amazed that 6 months or so of not playing FFR could take this much of a toll on my skill. I really can't play songs like I used to one-hand anymore. I am nowhere near the skill level I used to be. I feel like the only way to get back to where I was with one handing...would be to play one hand for as long as I had. (2 more years). I can't do this...
So now I am learning spread. Slowly....but I like it. I am probably not where I was in terms of skill but I do believe that in time; I will get there and go beyond that skill if I stay spread. I am more comfortable with this style now than I ever was before. I just have to keep at it.
So with this said, I hope it is clear. Cardman is now officially a spread player.
Thanks for the warm welcome everyone!